It was not till three years later that, in the course of a few weeks’ idling on the Riviera, it suddenly occurred to me to wonder why Jack Gisburn had given up his painting.
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THE VERDICT
June
1908 from the public domain by Project Gutenberg
I
had always thought Jack Gisburn rather a cheap genius—though a good fellow
enough—so it was no great surprise to me to hear that, in the height of his
glory, he had dropped his painting, married a rich widow, and established
himself in a villa on the Riviera. (Though I rather thought it would have been
Rome or Florence.)
“The
height of his glory”—that was what the women called it. I can hear Mrs. Gideon
Thwing—his last Chicago sitter—deploring his unaccountable abdication. “Of
course it’s going to send the value of my picture ‘way up, but I don’t think of
that, Mr. Rickham—the loss to Art is all I think of.” The word, on Mrs.
Thwing’s lips multiplied its r’s as though they were reflected in an endless
vista of mirrors.
And
it was not only the Mrs. Thwings who mourned. Had not the exquisite Hermia
Croft, at the last Grafton Gallery show, stopped me before Gisburn’s
“Moon-dancers” to say, with tears in her eyes: “We shall not look upon its like
again”?
January 24, 1862 –
August 11, 1937) was an American novelist, short story writer, playwright, and
designer. Wharton drew upon her insider's knowledge of the upper-class New York
"aristocracy" to realistically portray the lives and morals of the Gilded
Age. In 1921, she was the first woman to win the Pulitzer Prize for Literature.
She was inducted into the National Women's Hall of Fame in 1996.
Well!—even
through the prism of Hermia’s tears, I felt able to face the fact with
equanimity. Poor Jack Gisburn! The women had made him—it was fitting that they
should mourn him. Among his own sex, fewer regrets were heard and in his own
trade hardly a murmur. Professional jealousy?
Perhaps.
If it were, the honor of the craft was vindicated by little Claude Nutley,
who, in all good faith, brought out in the Burlington a very handsome
“obituary” on Jack—one of those showy articles stocked with random
technicalities that I have heard (I won’t say by whom) compared to Gisburn’s
painting. And so—his resolve being apparently irrevocable—the discussion
gradually died out, and, as Mrs. Thwing had predicted, the price of “Gisburns”
went up.
It
was not till three years later that, in the course of a few weeks’ idling on
the Riviera, it suddenly occurred to me to wonder why Gisburn had given up his
painting. On reflection, it really was a tempting problem. To accuse his wife
would have been too easy—his fair sitters had been denied the solace of saying
that Mrs. Gisburn had “dragged him down.” For Mrs. Gisburn—as such—had not
existed until nearly a year after Jack’s resolve had been taken. It might be
that he had married her—since he liked his ease—because he didn’t want to go on
painting, but it would have been hard to prove that he had given up his
painting because he had married her.
Of
course, if she had not dragged him down, she had equally, as Miss Croft
contended, failed to “lift him up”—she had not led him back to the easel. To
put the brush into his hand again—what a vocation for a wife! But Mrs. Gisburn
appeared to have disdained it—and I felt it might be interesting to find out
why.
The
desultory life of the Riviera lends itself to such purely academic
speculations; and having, on my way to Monte Carlo, caught a glimpse of Jack’s
balustraded terraces between the pines, I had myself borne thither the next
day.
I
found the couple at tea beneath their palm-trees; and Mrs. Gisburn’s welcome
was so genial that, in the ensuing weeks, I claimed it frequently. It was not
that my hostess was “interesting”: on that point, I could have given Miss Croft
the fullest reassurance. It was just because she was not interesting—if I may
be pardoned the bull—that I found her so. For Jack, all his life had been
surrounded by interesting women: they had fostered his art, it had been reared
in the hot-house of their adulation. And it was therefore instructive to note
what effect the “deadening atmosphere of mediocrity” (I quote Miss Croft) was
having on him.
I
have mentioned that Mrs. Gisburn was rich, and it was immediately perceptible
that her husband was extracting from this circumstance a delicate but
substantial satisfaction.
It
is, as a rule, the people who scorn money who get most out of it; and Jack’s
elegant disdain of his wife’s big balance enabled him, with an appearance of
perfect good-breeding, to transmute it into objects of art and luxury. To the
latter, I must add, he remained relatively indifferent; but he was buying
Renaissance bronzes and eighteenth-century pictures with discrimination that
bespoke the amplest resources.
“Money’s
only excuse is to put beauty into circulation,” was one of the axioms he laid
down across the Sèvres and silver of an exquisitely appointed luncheon-table,
when, on a later day, I had again run over from Monte Carlo; and Mrs. Gisburn,
beaming on him, added for my enlightenment: “Jack is so morbidly sensitive to
every form of beauty.”
Poor
Jack! It had always been his fate to have women say such things of him: the
fact should be set down in extenuation. What struck me now was that, for the
first time, he resented the tone. I had seen him, so often, basking under
similar tributes—was it the conjugal note that robbed them of their savor?
No—for, oddly enough, it became apparent that he was fond of Mrs. Gisburn—fond
enough not to see her absurdity. It was his own absurdity he seemed to be
wincing under—his own attitude as an object for garlands and incense.
“My
dear, since I’ve chucked painting people don’t say that stuff about me—they say
it about Victor Grindle,” was his only protest, as he rose from the table and
strolled out onto the sunlit terrace.
I
glanced after him, struck by his last word. Victor Grindle was, in fact,
becoming the man of the moment—as Jack himself, one might put it, had been the
man of the hour. The younger artist was said to have formed himself at my
friend’s feet, and I wondered if a tinge of jealousy underlay the latter’s
mysterious abdication. But no—for it was not till after that event that the
rose Dubarry drawing-rooms had begun to display their “Grindles.”
I
turned to Mrs. Gisburn, who had lingered to give a lump of sugar to her spaniel
in the dining-room.
“Why
has he chucked painting?” I asked abruptly.
She
raised her eyebrows with a hint of good-humored surprise.
“Oh,
he doesn’t have to now, you know; and I want him to enjoy himself,” she said
quite simply.
I
looked about the spacious white-paneled room, with its Famille-Verte vases
repeating the tones of the pale damask curtains, and its eighteenth-century
pastels in delicate faded frames.
“Has
he chucked his pictures too? I haven’t seen a single one in the house.”
A
slight shade of constraint crossed Mrs. Gisburn’s open countenance. “It’s his
ridiculous modesty, you know. He says they’re not fit to have about; he’s sent
them all away except one—my portrait—and that I have to keep upstairs.”
His
ridiculous modesty—Jack’s modesty about his pictures? My curiosity was growing
like the bean-stalk. I said persuasively to my hostess: “I must really see your
portrait, you know.”
She
glanced out almost timorously at the terrace where her husband, lounging in a hooded chair had lit a cigar and drawn the Russian deerhound’s head between
his knees.
“Well,
come while he’s not looking,” she said, with a laugh that tried to hide her
nervousness; and I followed her between the marble Emperors of the hall, and up
the wide stairs with terra-cotta nymphs poised among flowers at each landing.
In
the dimmest corner of her boudoir, amid a profusion of delicate and
distinguished objects, hung one of the familiar oval canvases, in the
inevitable garlanded frame. The mere outline of the frame called up all
Gisburn’s past!
Mrs.
Gisburn drew back the window-curtains, moved aside a jardinière full of pink
azaleas, pushed an arm-chair away, and said: “If you stand here you can just
manage to see it. I had it over the mantel-piece, but he wouldn’t let it stay.”
Yes—I
could just manage to see it—the first portrait of Jack’s I had ever had to
strain my eyes over! Usually, they had the place of honor—say the central panel
in a pale yellow or rose Dubarry drawing-room or a monumental easel placed so
that it took the light through curtains of old Venetian point. The more modest
place became the picture better; yet, as my eyes grew accustomed to the
half-light, all the characteristic qualities came out—all the hesitations
disguised as audacities, the tricks of prestidigitation by which, with such
consummate skill, he managed to divert attention from the real business of the picture to some pretty irrelevance of detail.
Mrs.
Gisburn, presenting a neutral surface to work on—forming, as it were, so
inevitably the background of her own picture—had lent herself in an unusual
degree to the display of this false virtuosity. The picture was one of Jack’s
“strongest,” as his admirers would have put it—it represented, on his part, a
swelling of muscles, a congesting of veins, a balancing, straddling and
straining, that reminded one of the circus clown's ironic efforts to lift a
feather.
It
met, in short, at every point the demand of lovely woman to be painted
“strongly” because she was tired of being painted “sweetly”—and yet not to lose
an atom of the sweetness.
“It’s
the last he painted, you know,” Mrs. Gisburn said with pardonable pride. “The
last but one,” she corrected herself—“but the other doesn’t count, because he
destroyed it.”
“Destroyed
it?” I was about to follow up this clue when I heard a footstep and saw Jack
himself on the threshold.
As
he stood there, his hands in the pockets of his velveteen coat, the thin brown
waves of hair pushed back from his white forehead, his lean sunburnt cheeks
furrowed by a smile that lifted the tips of a self-confident mustache, I felt
to what a degree he had the same quality as his pictures—the quality of looking
cleverer than he was.
His
wife glanced at him deprecatingly, but his eyes traveled past her to the
portrait.
“Mr.
Rickham wanted to see it,” she began as if excusing herself. He shrugged his
shoulders, still smiling.
“Oh,
Rickham found me out long ago,” he said lightly; then, passing his arm through
mine: “Come and see the rest of the house.”
He
showed it to me with a kind of naive suburban pride: the bath-rooms, the
speaking-tubes, the dress-closets, the trouser-presses—all the complex
simplifications of the millionaire’s domestic economy. And whenever my wonder
paid the expected tribute he said, throwing out his chest a little: “Yes, I
really don’t see how people manage to live without that.”
Well—it
was just the end one might have foreseen for him. Only he was, through it all
and in spite of it all—as he had been through, and in spite of, his pictures—so
handsome, so charming, so disarming, that one longed to cry out: “Be
dissatisfied with your leisure!” as once one had longed to say: “Be
dissatisfied with your work!”
But,
with the cry on my lips, my diagnosis suffered an unexpected check.
“This
is my own lair,” he said, leading me into a dark plain room at the end of the
florid vista. It was square and brown and leathery: no “effects”; no
bric-a-brac, none of the air of posing for reproduction in a picture
weekly—above all, no least sign of ever having been used as a studio.
The
fact brought home to me the absolute finality of Jack’s break with his old
life.
“Don’t
you ever dabble with paint any more?” I asked, still looking about for a trace
of such activity.
“Never,”
he said briefly.
“Or
water-colour—or etching?”
His
confident eyes grew dim, and his cheeks paled a little under their handsome
sunburn.
“Never
think of it, my dear fellow—any more than if I’d never touched a brush.”
And
his tone told me in a flash that he never thought of anything else.
I
moved away, instinctively embarrassed by my unexpected discovery; and as I
turned, my eye fell on a small picture above the mantel-piece—the only object
breaking the plain oak paneling of the room.“Oh, by Jove!” I said.
It
was a sketch of a donkey—an old tired donkey, standing in the rain under a wall.
“By
Jove—a Stroud!” I cried.
He
was silent; but I felt him close behind me, breathing a little quickly.
“What
a wonder! Made with a dozen lines—but on everlasting foundations.
You
lucky chap, where did you get it?”
He
answered slowly: “Mrs. Stroud gave it to me.”
“Ah—I
didn’t know you even knew the Strouds. He was such an inflexible hermit.”
“I
didn’t—till after.... She sent for me to paint him when he was dead.”
“When
he was dead? You?”
I
must have let a little too much amazement escape through my surprise, for he
answered with a deprecating laugh: “Yes—she’s an awful simpleton, you know,
Mrs. Stroud. Her only idea was to have him done by a fashionable painter—ah,
poor Stroud! She thought it the surest way of proclaiming his greatness—of
forcing it on a purblind public. And at the moment I was a fashionable
painter.”
“Ah,
poor Stroud—as you say. Was that his history?”
“That
was his history. She believed in him, gloried in him—or thought she did. But
she couldn’t bear to have all the drawing-rooms with her. She couldn’t bear
the fact that, on varnishing days, one could always get near enough to see his
pictures. Poor woman! She’s just a fragment groping for other fragments. Stroud
is the only whole I ever knew.”
“You
ever knew? But you just said—”
Gisburn
had a curious smile in his eyes.
“Oh,
I knew him, and he knew me—only it happened after he was dead.”
I
dropped my voice instinctively. “When she sent for you?”
“Yes—quite
insensible to the irony. She wanted him vindicated—and by me!”
He
laughed again, and threw back his head to look up at the sketch of the donkey.
“There were days when I couldn’t look at that thing—couldn’t face it. But I
forced myself to put it here, and now it’s cured me—cured me. That’s the reason
why I don’t dabble any more, my dear Rickham; or rather Stroud himself is the
reason.”
For
the first time my idle curiosity about my companion turned into a serious
desire to understand him better. “I wish you’d tell me how it happened,” I
said.
He
stood looking up at the sketch, and twirling between his fingers a cigarette he
had forgotten to light. Suddenly he turned toward me.
“I’d
rather like to tell you—because I’ve always suspected you of loathing my work.”
I
made a deprecating gesture, which he negatived with a good-humored shrug.
“Oh,
I didn’t care a straw when I believed in myself—and now it’s an added tie
between us!”
He
laughed slightly, without bitterness, and pushed one of the deep arm-chairs
forward. “There: make yourself comfortable—and here are the cigars you like.”
He
placed them at my elbow and continued to wander up and down the room, stopping
now and then beneath the picture.
“How
it happened? I can tell you in five minutes—and it didn’t take much longer to
happen... I can remember now how surprised and pleased I was when I got Mrs.
Stroud’s note. Of course, deep down, I had always felt there was no one like
him—only I had gone with the stream, echoed the usual platitudes about him, till
I half got to think he was a failure, one of the kinds that is left behind. By
Jove, and he was left behind—because he had come to stay! The rest of us had to
let ourselves be swept along or go under, but he was high above the current—on
everlasting foundations, as you say.
“Well,
I went off to the house in my most egregious mood—rather moved, Lord, forgive
me, at the pathos of poor Stroud’s career of failure being crowned by the glory
of my painting him! Of course I meant to do the picture for nothing—I told Mrs.
Stroud so when she began to stammer something about her poverty. I remember
getting off a prodigious phrase about the honor being mine—oh, I was princely,
my dear Rickham! I was posing to myself like one of my own sitters.
“Then
I was taken up and left alone with him. I had sent all my traps in advance, and
I had only to set up the easel and get to work. He had been dead only
twenty-four hours, and he died suddenly, of heart disease, so that there had
been no preliminary work of destruction—his face was clear and untouched. I had
met him once or twice, years before, and thought him insignificant and dingy.
Now I saw that he was superb.
“I
was glad at first, with a merely aesthetic satisfaction: glad to have my hand
on such a ‘subject.’ Then his strange life-likeness began to affect me
queerly—as I blocked the head in I felt as if he were watching me do it. The
sensation was followed by the thought: if he were watching me, what would he
say to my way of working? My strokes began to go a little wild—I felt nervous
and uncertain.
“Once,
when I looked up, I seemed to see a smile behind his close grayish beard—as if
he had the secret and were amusing himself by holding it back from me. That
exasperated me still more. The secret? Why I had a secret worth twenty of his!
I dashed at the canvas furiously and tried some of my bravura tricks. But they
failed me, they crumbled. I saw that he wasn’t watching the showy bits—I
couldn’t distract his attention; he just kept his eyes on the hard passages between.
Those were the ones I had always shirked, or covered up with some lying paint.
And how he saw through my lies!
“I
looked up again, and caught sight of that sketch of the donkey hanging on the
wall near his bed. His wife told me afterward it was the last thing he had
done—just a note taken with a shaking hand when he was down in Devonshire
recovering from a previous heart attack. Just a note! But it tells his whole
history. There are years of patient scornful persistence in every line. A man
who had swum with the current could never have learned that mighty up-stream
stroke...
“I
turned back to my work, and went on groping and muddling; then I looked at the
donkey again. I saw that, when Stroud laid in the first stroke, he knew just
what the end would be. He had possessed his subject, absorbed it, recreated it.
When had I done that with any of my things? They hadn’t been born of me—I had
just adopted them....
“Hang
it, Rickham, with that face watching me I couldn’t do another stroke. The plain
truth was, I didn’t know where to put it—I had never known. Only, with my
sitters and my public, a showy splash of color covered up the fact—I just
threw paint into their faces.... Well, paint was the one medium those dead eyes
could see through—see straight to the tottering foundations underneath. Don’t
you know how, in talking a foreign language, even fluently, one says half the
time not what one wants to but what one can? Well—that was the way I painted;
and as he lay there and watched me, the thing they called my ‘technique’
collapsed like a house of cards. He didn’t sneer, you understand, poor
Stroud—he just lay there quietly watching, and on his lips, through the gray
beard, I seemed to hear the question: ‘Are you sure you know where you’re
coming out?’
“If
I could have painted that face, with that question on it, I should have done a
great thing. The next greatest thing was to see that I couldn’t—and that grace
was given to me. But, oh, at that minute, Rickham, was there anything on earth I
wouldn’t have given to have Stroud alive before me and to hear him say: ‘It’s
not too late—I’ll show you how’?
“It
was too late—it would have been, even if he’d been alive. I packed up my traps,
and went down and told Mrs. Stroud. Of course, I didn’t tell her that—it would have
been Greek to her. I simply said I couldn’t paint him, that I was too moved.
She rather liked the idea—she’s so romantic! It was that that made her give me
the donkey. But she was terribly upset at not getting the portrait—she did so
want him ‘done’ by someone showy! At first, I was afraid she wouldn’t let me
off—and at my wits’ end, I suggested Grindle. Yes, it was I who started Grindle:
I told Mrs. Stroud, he was the ‘coming’ man, and she told somebody else, and so
it got to be true... And he painted Stroud without wincing, and she hung the
picture among her husband’s things....”
He
flung himself down in the arm-chair near mine, laid back his head, and clasping
his arms beneath it, looked up at the picture above the chimney-piece.
“I
like to fancy that Stroud himself would have given it to me, if he’d been able
to say what he thought that day.”
And,
in answer to a question I put half-mechanically—“Begin again?” he flashed out.
“When the one thing that brings me anywhere near him is that I knew enough to
leave off?”
He
stood up and laid his hand on my shoulder with a laugh. “Only the irony of it
is that I am still painting—since Grindle’s doing it for me! The Strouds stand-alone, and happen once—but there’s no exterminating our kind of art.”
The
End.
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